CENTER HERE AND NOW / WORKSHOPS / November 2022 / 03.11.22 - 06.11.22


International Festival Of Joy Of Life Celebration And Rebirth. Life Transformation. Cutting Off The Bonds Of The Past. Healing The Ancestors Line. Passing Rituals, (Nowe Kawkowo)
Thu, 3. November 2022 - Sun, 6. November 2022
Rudra, Cabral, Angel, Bhakti, Bloodgood
November 2022


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We invite you to an amazing Time of Change, Transformation and Rebirth. During the four intense days of the Festival, we will go deep into ourselves to meet our fears, shadows, unfinished relationships, limitations, the entire Past - in order to stand like a Phoenix from the ashes to the New Life. We will go through Rituals of Transformation by which we will shed our old attachments and addictions. We will face Life and Death without masks to discover who we really are and how we can realize our way of life and vocation.

By recognizing the Death of the Old and going through the Rebirth, we will be able to start creating and celebrating our own Life. We will undergo a multi-level, deep Change that will open us to the Joy of Life and will fulfill the desires of our soul. We will find our long-forgotten dreams and the strength to make them come true. We will finish with love what no longer serves us and we will open ourselves to all the wealth, joy and flow of Life. And through a symbolic meeting with our own death - we will be able to see, like in a mirror, how we used our lives so far.

It will be the Time of Rebirth of our true Self!

During the festival, we will also learn about fascinating rituals and ceremonies from around the world that concern the moments of the Transition and the Time of Celebration of Life and Recognition of the Power of Death. We will go through the traditions of Celtic Druids, we will learn about the Bardo state and the Samsara Circle of Tibetan Buddhism, we will go through the shamanic death and rebirth. We will have fun at the joyful Day of Death / Día de Muertos celebrated in Mexico. And honor Life through Aztec ceremonies, ancient Indian rituals, and the Japanese celebration of the Preparation of a Warrior to Die.

We will celebrate our Life and Rituals of Transition in honor of Existence! The Joy of Life and Rebirth Celebration Festival is four full days, during which you will be able to choose the workshops, ceremonies and rituals that interest you most. This is the time that your life will change!

The festival starts on Thursday, November 3 at 11.00 am !!!!!

Price: 1250 PLN + food and accommodation

Early Bird: 1150 PLN (with an advance payment by the end of September)

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Celebration of Life and Death is a deep process of internal changes taking place at every level. Death is an integral part of our life. Everyone will meet her sooner or later. This is a moment so important that in every culture and religion there are traditions associated with it. This is accompanied by various ceremonies and special initiation rituals.

With awareness of death, we can transform our lives into a loving development process. Aware of impermanence, passing, constant change, we will stop clinging to appearances and artificial images and we will appreciate the deep Current of Life.

The event that Anand Rudra will lead along with other teachers from around the world is just such a Transformation Ritual that will prepare us for symbolic death. It will help clean up your own unfinished relationships and situations. It will allow your attachment to people, things and your self-image to be transformed. It will allow you to enter and get to know a completely New Space. It will allow you to shed the old skin of the Ego - your own image, patterns, addictions, survival strategies. He will help to face Life and Death without masks. It will enable you to disarm your heart and discover your "heart path".

It will lead to the recognition of who we really are and how we are internally equipped to make our way of life and vocation come true.

By recognizing Death and Rebirth, you will be able to start creating your own life.

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In many meta cultures the act to be come to this life and to departure from it, it comes with a celebration! Life cycles are the pillars of the traditions of every culture and society, those rites of passage allow us to connect, separate and incorporate.

October and November are for some cultures the dates of celebration of life and death. Celtic tradition has the Samhain, modern culture All Hallows Eve, Mexico has the day of the death, All Saints day for some Catholic traditions, The Mevlit for some Muslims traditions, Quingming for China and Chuseok for Corea.

The ritual of reenactment of divine creation helped to step into a new ontological experience, to receive mythical concepts needed to understand the existential human condition and the expectations of the group and society.

On the area of life celebration we will explore different Hermetic Rebirth rituals from Celtic to Indian traditions in which we will develop Rites of Passage of celebrate the being.

We will explore not only things that are regarding the departure but also the celebration of being a life.

NOTE: We start November 3rd at 11:00 AM and end November 6th at 3:00 PM (after lunch)

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Life. What is my life like at this moment? How did I build my life? What are the chains that I have created that take away my freedom?

  • 11:00 Inauguration
  • 15.00-16.15 Anand Rudra / The Journey of the Life & the Water

An Indonesian ritual, to celebrate life to go insight on your own purpose of how you are living your life and what are the things that you dare to leave behind.

  • 16.30-17.45 Miguel Angel
  • 18.00-19.00 Sebastian Cabral
  • 20.30 Sebastian Cabral & all the teachers / Ritual - Life: Express to heal

Find ourselves with the power of our voice, empty ourselves, let go of everything not expressed, make room for letting go, let everything that we are carrying and dragging in our life sprout. Get in touch with the ballast to free ourselves from it.

  • Closing: chanting of Vedic mantras to get out of the illusion of the mind.


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Encounter with Death. Letting go to heal and transform.

  • 7.00-  8.15 Daniella Bhakti / The ego Requiem, a wiccan rite.

Wiccan ritual practice in which we will say goodbye with love and solemnity to the aspects of our ego that we have left behind.

  • 10.00-13.00 Sebastian Cabral

Death Ritual by Sebas: Tibetan Budhism practice, meditationg on death. To be in contact with death, with what it will bring you to let thing go, and let yourself go. Massage with Sarong/Rebozo by Sofia: The lullaby of the warrior.

  • 15.00-18.00 Daniella Bhakti & Anand Rudra / Tonalli Death Ceremony

We will have the journey of dancing between the dead bodies prepare the remembrance of us and them to consecrate the warriors on us. An ancient pre-hispanic ritual.

Samhain, the great Sabbat of the Dead This Wiccan celebration is to communicate with the dead, so that we are in harmony with the divine principle of the cosmos and its manifestations, as well as to heal death We celebrate it in the magical moment that does not belong to the past or the present.

  • 20.30 Juliana / The Voice of Release and Personal Lament

This is a special approach to vocalizing which focuses on the act of giving voice to one's pain is a offerings, experiences & rites transformative process and something that we collectively lack in our contemporary structures. Part of our unique human experience is that we are able to give shape and substance to our feelings through ritual, voice and movement; transmuting our inner experiences of pain, grief and mourning into something that can be shared, witnessed, supported and released.

It is a natural process. Through shared and held space, witness and support of community and the powerful act of vocalizing, our feelings can become a thing of beauty that we can transform and release.

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  • 4.30 AM Anand & Juliana. Theobroma Cacao Ceremony; Rha Rite from the Underworld to life & Ancestral Voice.

Cacao ceremony to celebrate the passover from the underworld to rebirth again is a Mayan Ceremony in which involves going from early morning before the Sun comes out. And Rha Ceremony has the same meaning but this one is done when Sun is coming out. Both with the same purpose !!! We will hold also as part of the Sun Rite, the intervention of Julia. Ancestral Voice is a vocal journey that explores the voices of our ancestors, how they may speak through us and how we may receive their messages. The human voice carries capacities to connect us to the divine, to open liminal spaces and provide portals.

  • 10.00-13.00  Sebastian & Daniella Ritual Renacimiento: EL VERBO CREADOR / The word of Creation

The practice of Nada Yoga. Grow from the ground, take root. Our desire and vitality. Become a holy new temple. Creation anchoring. The power of the voice and its manifestation. Expressing our holy voice to the world.

Mahana He - Celestial Comunication to Liberate Karma.

From Kundalini Yoga tradition a way to work the liberation to reach Mukta.

  • 15.00-18.00 Anand. The royal seal of life & death " Mahamudra" The connection to life and death to be celebrated !!
  • 20.30 Juliana. Performance- Ritual Lament

A ritual music and vocal performance of lamentation. A vocal and sound journey offerings, experiences & rites following the structure and inspiration of traditional Irish lamentation called keening or Caoineadh. The caoineadh is comprised of three parts –

1. Salutation. This is an invocation of the spirit of the deceased or the essence of the subject of the lament.

2. Dirge. a combination of sung and chanted improvised text.

3. Lament and gol or cry which is constituted as ritual wailing and weeping which is both sung and screamed. This performance will be dedicated as an act of collective healing, held in ritual space and meant for the benefit of all present.

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  • 5.00 AM All teacher Sweatlodge Ceremony: Resurging from the womb of the Divine Mother
  • 10-11.30 Rite of passage by Daniella

The Pranayamic circle of Samsara: Energetic and connected circular breathing is in itself the journey through the 4 Bards, the 4 intertwined existences, each one an opportunity for liberation and manifestation of physical immortality, the third stage of illumination.

The Pranayamic circle of Samsara Energétic and connected circular breathing is in itself the journey through the 4 Bardos, the 4 intertwined existences, each one an opportunity for liberation and manifestation of fisical inmortality, the third stage of ilumanation.

  • 11.45 – 13 Lila & the Death by all teachers: The everlasting cycle of life-death-life.

Workshops by Miguel Angel:

Celebrating Humanity

The day you were born is connection with your soul:

The energy given off by the number that contains my day of birth defines the path that the soul travels. This path has cycles of 9 years and connects us with the death and rebirth of our being. We will connect with each of the substances contained in the number and take them to a moment of conscious expansion, traveling a dynamic path that leads us to recognize ourselves and illuminate our darkest side.

The tree of life in your family lineage.

Ritual to honor our Ancestors.

Through a Celtic ritual, we will honor the tree of life, and that honor we will transfer to our ancestral family trees. Trees were considered as the symbols of life, since they could communicate with the environment in a complete way: with the earth thanks to its roots, with the outside thanks to the trunk and with the sky thanks to the branches, which represent the multiple paths that life offers us. Honoring the ancestors is a practice based on the belief that family members who have died have access to a new existence, from where they take an interest in the affairs of their progeny. Through this ritual we will connect with our ancestors to clean that channel of communication, freeing them and us from histories of pain, lack and suffering and opening up a prosperous future, full of love, for us and for our descendants.

Healing Anahata.

Build your Sanctuary of Love.

Anahata is the fourth chakra, associated with the heart, love and relationships, one of the causes that blocks it is when we accumulate sadness or pain due to the loss of a loved one, but if we could not say goodbye to him and express our feelings. During this loving ritual, we will first build a sanctuary where we can fill our Being with divine energy that enlightens us and provides peace. You will then be able to connect with that loved one whose absence you still feel and tell him everything you could not, everything you want or need to communicate, and then close the cycle with that loved one in a loving and conscious way, from two powerful exercises to heal Anahata: forgiveness and gratitude.

Blood Moon, new path after rebirth, guided by your numbers

The next full moon total eclipse, also known as the Blood Moon, represents the end of one cycle and the beginning of another, where a great teacher announces a new path of liberation just as Buddha, Christ or Quetzalcoatl did, a new enlightened one comes to translate the Universal wisdom to help humanity in its evolution and the expansion of its consciousness. They say that for the Mayans, this lunation represented Muluc, who is a drop of rain, a Cosmic seed on the threshold of a new Awakened Consciousness. It is the purification of the instincts, it is the feminine, it is the connection with your inner being. The numerical vibration of your date of birth shows you the new path to travel connected to your inner being.

Celebrating life with your inner child

As children, fears were monsters that devoured us and took away our sleep, made us cry and feel unprotected, abandoned to our fate and that feeling generated a great wound in our soul. That wounded child is still alive in you, fearful, forgotten. Through the timeless visualization, you will be able to connect with yourself again, in a magical and beautiful movement that will lead us to celebrate life in different ways. With laughter, relying on laughter yoga, created by Dr Madan Kataria, from India, where with pranayamas, mantras and laughter.


Details of the workshop


3-6 November 2022 (Thursday-Sunday)

WE BEGIN November 3rd    at 11 a.m. (It is possible to come on

November 2nd , Wednesday, in the evening!!!)

VENUE: ”Here and Now” Personal and Spiritual Development Center in Nowe Kawkowo
  • Due to the unstable economic situation in Poland, we reserve the right to raise the prices of accommodation, meals and workshops, based on exchange rates and official inflation rates in Poland.


  • 1250 PLN + food & accommodation
  • Food 110 PLN / day (3 vegetarian meals)
  • Accommodation depending on standard: From 35 PLN - 140 PLN / night;
  • Only full board packages are available.


  • Jacek Towalski, mobile phone: +48 602 219 382
  • Maja Wołosiewicz - Towalska, mobile phone: +48 606 994 366,
  • Office, mobile phone: +48 662 759 576
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  6. Refund will be available only within two weeks after a payment is registered into our account, but not later than two weeks prior to the event. In case of refund, the 20 PLN administration fee will be deducted from the deposit. The deposit cannot be transferred to another workshop.


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Rudra, Cabral, Angel, Bhakti, Bloodgood


Anad Rudra

Anand Rudra

Anand was raised in a Shamanic and Mexican esoterical culture by a father (Mexican Spirita and Shaman) and by the grandmother (Yaqui Mexican Medical Woman) Since he was young, he was attracted to the esoterical world.

As a hobby, he has been studying tarot, psychomagic, symbology, ritualism, tantra, sacred geometry, and shamanism.

He is an International Relations Lawyer; holds three masters degrees in North American Studies; Relations Mexico-USA; Law Economics of European Union. And a Ph.D. in Security Studies of European Union. For the last 15 years, he has been living in Europe where he has designed over 150 different workshops on Tantra Sacred Sexuality. He is known a specialist on Men´s Sacred Sexuality and part of the Faculty of the Connection University in The Netherlands. He is also a Certified Yoga Alliance Teacher, YACEP and Arhanta Yoga School System.

His life experience includes:

  • Symbolism and Ritualism of North America
  • Tantric Rituals and their influence on Modern Society
  • Esoteric and Hermeneutical Studies Specialization on Tantra Rituals and Energies of the Body
  • Deep training on Tantra Meditation
  • Synergetic Tantra Massage, Professional Training
  • Prana Healing Techniques
  • One Year Tantra Training Residential Course
  • Academic Research on Tantra conducted with Alegraluz and Bindu
  • Tantra Independent Masseur and Therapist
  • Tantra Masseur, Therapist and Business Developer with Alegraluz International
  • Tantrika for more than 8 years; for the last 6 years director of 3 main projects: Bindu Center, Kinnara Center and TrueTantra
  • Director of EATP (European Association of Tantra Professionals)
  • Designed and crafted according to Agama Books and Kaula tradition:
    - Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga Practice
    - True Tantra Methodology Practice


Anand Rudra Combines In His Teaching:

  • Practice of the ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga (according to the tradition of the holy Agama Books and Tantra Kaula Yoga)
  • True Tantra School methodology
  • Tantric Shamanism, symbolism and ritualism of North America
  • Theory of Tantric-Shamanic Resonance

True Tantra School

True Tantra follows an ancient school methodology in which five tools that are independent but at the same time complementary one from another are the base of this practice.

When you learn Tantra, you need to see and practice all the aspect that will help you to become a professional on it.

  • Swahara Yoga (Pranayama Science);
  • Meditation (Use of your mental intention and the no-meditation approach);
  • Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga; the ritualistic as a method of moving energy and meditate (yantras and mantras);
  • Sacred Sexuality ( Sacred Union and Sacred Conscious Touch).

True Tantra had become one of the first Tantra institutions within Spain and part of Europe to give a real methodology to a Tantra Session. All this professional effort has become in order to build a group of masseurs, therapists , tantra monitors, Tantrikas (Docents) , Monitors of Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga and Teachers on Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga. Every person listed with us has the perfect knowledge on the guidelines, methods, ethical values and professionality that True Tantra has conformed. Every professional has to pass different oral and practical examinations and renew their knowledge every year not only to show what they have learned but to acquire more methods and go deep in the Tantra practice.


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Sebastian Cabral

Sebastian Sebastian Cabral is a musician, architect, singing teacher and voice coach. During the last twelve years he has been immersed in the world of singing, meditation and healing, studying different techniques in India and Argentina integrating his passion for singing and awareness techniques. Along the way he found the voice not only as the sense of expression in the world, but also a path of deep selfknowledge.

He share workshops, trainings, retreats and therapies with a focus on the discovery and work of the voice. He works with different tools such as sound yoga, mantra chanting, sound healing, shamanism, mindfulness, meditations, and nonviolent communication.

Miguel Angel

Numerologist, Holistic therapist, Reiki Master, Professional and Life Coach, Speaker, Specialist in Numerology and Motivation, sharing tools and experiences that allow us to fully observe life.


Numerologist (2012 School of Numerology of Venezuela); Reiki Master Teacher (2013 Reiki School Venezuela); Professional Coach (2014 Cecilio Acosta Catholic University); Life Coach (2016 International Life & Leadership Academy); Counselor in biological decoding of diseases (2017 Christian Fleche School); Practitioner in NLP (2017 NLP Word. Salvador Carrion); Junior Coach in Neurolinguistics (2017  NLP Word. Salvador Carrion); Laughter Yoga Teacher (2017 Laughter Yoga International University); Master in Positive Psychology (2018 UNIMET) ; Stress reduction based on Mindfulness (2020 ModoSer).

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Daniella Bhakti

Born in the south of Chile and living for 15 years in Barcelona, Spain. She is an audio-visual communicator specialized in film and television direction. Master in psychocreativity.

She grew up in an environment where It was spoked and lived in communion with the mystical and esoteric, developing a curiosity and interest in what "cannot be seen", being her first teacher in Tarot, in her adolescence, her mother.

Studies in Angelology, Wicca, Tantra, Babaji's Kriya Yoga, Certified Rebirther Breathwork. She has received Mahamudra transmissions and is currently initiating Mahavidyas studies.

She collaborated for 6 years, as a Tantra facilitator, at La Akademia, a master's degree in emotional development for young people.

Entrepreneur, after creating different collaborative Tantra projects, she independently opened, 3 years ago, Tantra Spiritual Fitness, a Tantric Temple in Barcelona, created for healing and expansion of consciousness.

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Juliana Bloodgood

Julianna Bloodgood is a vocalist, movement artist, performer and teacher whose work includes anthropological performance research and she has travelled the globe extensively in search of different cultural perspectives on the body, voice and the ritual of performance.

Many of the performances she creates are made as rituals, meant to be shared experiences of transformation and healing. The core of her work is a detailed practice in the relationship between body and voice and how this can be brought to performance and composition. Her research with the body and voice has led to an in-depth and ongoing development of this connection which she calls Embodied Voice Practices. This practice utilizes integrative somatic trauma therapy techniques and focuses the output in vocal expression, which is a deeply healing and transformative process. Julianna specializes in the research and practice of vocal lamentation, giving shape and voice to our pain and loss, which has become a through line in all of her work. She continues to research the technical, historical and contemporary aspects of lamentation in different European countries, performing and teaching internationally.


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New Kawkowo 52 A, the municipality Jonkowo 11-042
Warmia and Mazury region


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