CENTER HERE AND NOW / WORKSHOPS / December 2022 / 27.12.22 - 01.01.23


Shamanic-Tantric Celebration Of The New Year! Lila & The Plans Of The Soul For 2023. Self Love. For Singles And Couples, (Nowe Kawkowo)
Tue, 27. December 2022 - Sun, 1. January 2023
Anand Rudra
December 2022


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We invite you to an Extraordinary Journey that will lead us through tantric-shamanic rituals to the our InnerSoul. We will understand how to heal and love ourselves. We will establish a connection with our Soul & Ancestors. We will become the Guardians of the Earth and the Stars. We will go through the rituals of connecting with each other, Healing Broken Hearts and Awakening Love for Self. We will heal relationships and the Past, transform the Present, and plant the seeds of the Future. During these days we will develop 5 transformational stages of Self Love Rituals, acts and experiences to RESTORE our LIVES.

The year 2023 is an angelican year that fix the motives of the Soul in to SELF LOVE and Love to other ones. The set of energy is to tap into your own creativity, intuition and your natural talents and abilities.

There are things you can do to hasten the manifestation of your desires, but it all starts with getting in touch with your higher self and what you really want in life. Manifestation by intuition and positive energy are the biggest high lights of this year.

It is the year of healing relationships from the past and from the present. The vibration says Perfection, so the tendency will be to give a finished quality to everything undertaken.

Year 2023 is marked by the number 7, which unfolds the journey of our lives and the connection to our chakra system. To review what had happened in our lives in the last years is a very huge process in order to understand what are the options that we will have. 7 is related to the options that LILA and the universe had prepared for us. One of the most powerful tools to unveil past, present and future is SELF RECOGNITION and this comes out of one simple act “SELF-LOVE”.

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In order to heal and understand the body, our life and our spirit we need to ground and enlightened the being. We will develop different experiences to take care of the bodies; from a wonderful sauna, brush the skin, long and relaxed massages to relax the muscle system, to moisturize the body, do rituals in order to unblock the bodies from the physical, emotional, energy and spiritual wise.


To support the connection to ourselves and how we are seeing and appreciating our own existence; there are mazing tools within shamanism & tantra. The act of compassion of the things that we do and have done and the interrelation with other ones is one of the most powerful love self-tools. To develop an open communication is to connect with Vishuda that is the integral way to grow and let go, with the advantage to generate a huge self-knowledge of what we need and what we want. The Structure of how we see our future can be constructed by our goals on different levels of our life. One of the sacred elements to develop self-love is the act of forgiveness.


The emotional body is capable to generate the action of life. Our thoughts are one of the most powerful energy that can interrelate to the feeling, the embodiment and the transformation of the being and the act to felt in love with us and the other ones. Self-appreciation is a constricted act that opens the hearth but also our polarities to create love. How do you enjoy life is one the things that are rooted in our childhood and in our first 3 chakras, we will revisited the process of JOY to see how we enjoy.


What are the things that you appreciate of your life? This question and the ritual to be developed during this celebration will give us the frame of Self Love and Love as it self !


The way we think and the link between our thoughts and our actions are linked to the history of us and the connection of the understanding how do they work within the bodies and our subtle system. Breathing, energy and consciousness are sacred in shamanism and tantra, we will embody different rituals to acknowledge how we love our own life and how we are loving and desiring. We will understand the power of affirmations, mantralizations and the emotional behavior.

The Self Love is one base principle that looks into the soul but we do not understand this since we are looking for outside validation and recognition. Affirmations and meditation in this area will break us free to RESTORE balance. Acceptation is one of the rituals that provokes the self-understanding and self-appreciation guiding us to self-love.


The interrelation in how we consume and embody PRANA but also our FOOD is one of the most pleasurable things that we can experience. The oral connection, the taste and the power of the energy nurtures the emotional body in a way that connects with the nature of love. We will develop different experiences around this.

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We will go through different rituals:

A Ritual to Reconnect with Your Ancestors

This ritual is designed especially for individuals who are hoping to start an ancestor veneration practice for the first time, or who have not honored their ancestors in a long time. It is designed to invite your ancestors to draw near to you.

Before performing this ritual, you may wish to put together a list of the names of your ancestors going back as far as you remember. This list should include your direct ancestors, that is, your biological mother and father, and their biological mothers and fathers, and so on. You may also include other ancestors, including anyone who nurtured you for a significant length of time, especially when you were a child.

Rite to connect within

Begin your ritual by journaling your current thoughts. Have a conversation with Yourself and really take time to reflect on how you’ve been doing and where you want to go.

How have you been feeling?

  • How have things been going?
  • What do I want to manifest in to my life ?
  • What am I ready to heal?
  • In what ways can I bring more self-love and care into my life on a consistent basis?

Shamanic Rites of Passages of Love to Higher Connection to Interconnect with Loveself:

  • The actions of an Earthkeeper:
  • Offer your vision, heart, and actions to the well-being of the entire planet.
  • Make offerings to Mother Earth and ask her to guide you in becoming her Steward (DONATION of Quarzt to TUITERAZ LAND to generate a UNIVERSAL GRID on special place at TUITERAZ)
  • Connect with this lineage to embody the wisdom and love.
  • Contemplate the interconnectedness of all beings and think of the seven generations ahead as We also possess the seeds of the Starkeeper, a rite bestowing on us our seat around a holy fire at the center of the Sun, a place held for us from the beginning of time. This rite helps your physical body to evolve into Homo Luminous; the aging process is slowed down, your DNA is re-informed, and you become more resilient and resistant to disease.
  • The actions of a Starkeeper:

FIRE CEREMONY to CONNECT with the Cosmos and the Stars …


  • Find the opportunity to look at the stars and ask for your guiding star. Let the answer come later, perhaps in a dream, in a vision, or in a meaningful synchronicity. It can take days or years.
  • In the meantime, remember that all life originally comes from the stars, including yourself.
  • Contemplate what is to be part of a solar system and a galaxy. Look at your life from that perspective and realize how short and precious your existence is.
  • Let inspiration come from the great beyond and may you become part of the prophecy.

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The Opening to a Lucid Dreaming Ceremony

Find the opportunity to look at the stars and ask for your guiding star. Let the answer come later, perhaps in a dream, in a vision, or in a meaningful synchronicity. It can take days or years. In the meantime, remember that all life originally comes from the stars, including yourself.

Contemplate what is to be part of a solar system and a galaxy. Look at your life from that perspective and realize how short and precious your existence is.

Let inspiration come from the great beyond and may you become part of the prophecy. KAKAWA Ancestral Ceremony “Connecting with Kukulkan to bring the unity on myself to this incarnation”.

Kakawa Ancestral Ceremony

“Connecting with Kukulkan to bring the unity on myself to this incarnation “


Cacao was consumed by the Olmec, the Zapotec, the Mayans, and the Aztec. It plays a central part in the Mayan Creation Story (the Popul Vuh). There are over 300 compounds in cacao, these compounds affect your mood and could contribute to the spiritual effects that many experience when participating in a cacao ceremony.

The Art of Receiving What You are Getting

In Sanskrit, the word diksa means initiation. It usually refers to the teachings passed on from a guru to a student. New York yoga teacher Eric Stoneberg explains, however, that diksa can also mean receiving what you get: a student can never absorb 100% of what a teacher is saying in exactly the way the teacher intends. The teachings take on some new flavor in our minds and bodies, and we can only keep what lands. No one can give us anything we can’t receive ourselves.

I’ve been thinking about this concept of receiving in other areas of my life lately as well. My life doesn’t necessarily look the way I wanted it to, say, when I set my intentions for the year on my last birthday. One year, I wrote down with confidence that I would publish an article in a prominent magazine. I didn’t get anywhere near that goal—but I wrote a book, which was a lifelong dream I hadn’t written down. If I overfocus on what didn’t happen, I miss the part where I get to enjoy what did.

The authors suggest offering something you have to give—companionship, listening, helping with childcare, cooking a meal, sending flowers—whatever feels genuine for you. You never know what might help. If we are the ones suffering, we can sometimes feel frustrated and isolated when the things we need are not coming to us from our friends and family. In this situation, it’s worth looking around to see what is being offered. No one knows what to say, and you have far too many casseroles, perhaps, but the casseroles are something. Our expectations of what kindness and support are supposed to look like can sometimes prevent us from receiving what’s on offer.

The Second Act of LOVE RITUAL for the SELF (the 13th Munay Ky Ritual)

The womb is where “unloved” while in the womb, the emotional and energetic impact of “not being wanted” or a difficult conception / pregnancy of a parent can leave imprints that affect us subconsciously later in life and possibly wounding of our inner child. These imprints can hinder our spiritual, mental, physical and emotional well-being.

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Altar for Broken Hearts

This ritual has the objective to close love chapters that are still opened or had not being closed. For people that are still remembering puppy love, one special lover, one platonic love, one love one that hurt us, a divorce person , a love one that had passed away, or when we have issues with our current love ones. This is a ritual to forgive and recall.

Write a Love Letter to Yourself

After your bath, go back to your area and sit down to write a love letter to yourself. Here are some prompts:

  • I love you because...
  • I'm so proud that you...
  • You've shown resilience in the way you've...
  • I'm so sorry for...
  • I want to heal...
  • The ways I want to spend more time with you are...
  • You deserve...
  • I love the way you....
  • Ways I'm going to show how much I love you...

Self- Love Oracle / Tarot Spread

  • How can I connect with my Higher Self
  • Something beautiful about me
  • What do I need to heal
  • Focus on this to begin the healing process
  • Outcome of healing yourself
  • Message from the Universe

Honey Jar Spell Casting

Whether you’re looking to improve your romantic relationship; wanting to reconcile a long lost friendship; or even trying to improve your relationships with co-workers, be clear about your intended outcome. Light a candle. It’s important you choose the right color for the candle to complement your intention. Choose from the following colors depending on your situation:

  • White – this is a neutral color and can be used when your situation is general in nature.
  • Pink – this color is all about emphasizing love; it can be any kind of love, not necessarily romantic.
  • Red – use this color if you’re looking to improve a romantic relationship. Red signified passion.
  • Brown – this is a useful color if you’re dealing with matters regarding justice.

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Details of the workshop


27.12.2022 – 1.01.2023   (Tuesday-Sunday)


December 27th   at 6 p.m. (with dinner at 6 p.m. on Tuesday)


January 1st   at 2 p.m. (with lunch at 2 p.m. on Sunday)

VENUE: ”Here and Now” Personal and Spiritual Development Center in Nowe Kawkowo
  • Due to the unstable economic situation in Poland, we reserve the right to raise the prices of accommodation, meals and workshops, based on exchange rates and official inflation rates in Poland.


  • 1400 PLN + Accommodation & Food (plus additional charge of 50 PLN for the food on New Years Eve)

EARLY bird
  • 1300 PLN (When paying the advance payment until 30 October) (plus additional charge of 50 PLN for the food on New Years Eve)
  • Food 110 PLN / day (3 vegetarian meals)
  • Accommodation depending on standard: From 35 PLN - 140 PLN / night;
  • Only full board packages are available.


  • Jacek Towalski, mobile phone: +48 602 219 382
  • Maja Wołosiewicz - Towalska, mobile phone: +48 606 994 366,
  • Office, mobile phone: +48 662 759 576
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  3. We kindly ask you to pay a deposit in a week from registration. No payment within 7 days will cancel the registration. Please do not pay deposit before receiving an email confirmation of the reservation of your place in the workshop!
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  6. Refund will be available only within two weeks after a payment is registered into our account, but not later than two weeks prior to the event. In case of refund, the 20 PLN administration fee will be deducted from the deposit. The deposit cannot be transferred to another workshop.


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Anand Rudra


 Anad Rudra

Anand Rudra

Anand was raised in a Shamanic and Mexican esoterical culture by a father (Mexican Spirita and Shaman) and by the grandmother (Yaqui Mexican Medical Woman) Since he was young, he was attracted to the esoterical world.

As a hobby, he has been studying tarot, psychomagic, symbology, ritualism, tantra, sacred geometry, and shamanism.

He is an International Relations Lawyer; holds three masters degrees in North American Studies; Relations Mexico-USA; Law Economics of European Union. And a Ph.D. in Security Studies of European Union. For the last 15 years, he has been living in Europe where he has designed over 150 different workshops on Tantra Sacred Sexuality. He is known a specialist on Men´s Sacred Sexuality and part of the Faculty of the Connection University in The Netherlands. He is also a Certified Yoga Alliance Teacher, YACEP and Arhanta Yoga School System.

His life experience includes:

  • Symbolism and Ritualism of North America
  • Tantric Rituals and their influence on Modern Society
  • Esoteric and Hermeneutical Studies Specialization on Tantra Rituals and Energies of the Body
  • Deep training on Tantra Meditation
  • Synergetic Tantra Massage, Professional Training
  • Prana Healing Techniques
  • One Year Tantra Training Residential Course
  • Academic Research on Tantra conducted with Alegraluz and Bindu
  • Tantra Independent Masseur and Therapist
  • Tantra Masseur, Therapist and Business Developer with Alegraluz International
  • Tantrika for more than 8 years; for the last 6 years director of 3 main projects: Bindu Center, Kinnara Center and TrueTantra
  • Director of EATP (European Association of Tantra Professionals)
  • Designed and crafted according to Agama Books and Kaula tradition:
    - Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga Practice
    - True Tantra Methodology Practice


Anand Rudra Combines In His Teaching:

  • Practice of the ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga (according to the tradition of the holy Agama Books and Tantra Kaula Yoga)
  • True Tantra School methodology
  • Tantric Shamanism, symbolism and ritualism of North America
  • Theory of Tantric-Shamanic Resonance

True Tantra School

True Tantra follows an ancient school methodology in which five tools that are independent but at the same time complementary one from another are the base of this practice.

When you learn Tantra, you need to see and practice all the aspect that will help you to become a professional on it.

  • Swahara Yoga (Pranayama Science);
  • Meditation (Use of your mental intention and the no-meditation approach);
  • Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga; the ritualistic as a method of moving energy and meditate (yantras and mantras);
  • Sacred Sexuality ( Sacred Union and Sacred Conscious Touch).

True Tantra had become one of the first Tantra institutions within Spain and part of Europe to give a real methodology to a Tantra Session. All this professional effort has become in order to build a group of masseurs, therapists , tantra monitors, Tantrikas (Docents) , Monitors of Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga and Teachers on Ancient Tantra Kriya Yoga. Every person listed with us has the perfect knowledge on the guidelines, methods, ethical values and professionality that True Tantra has conformed. Every professional has to pass different oral and practical examinations and renew their knowledge every year not only to show what they have learned but to acquire more methods and go deep in the Tantra practice.



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